now is like 3.39am in the morning n i am not sleep yet after doing some slide for tomorrow presentation..do i like my slide?mayb..
yet i am done with this slide after quarrel with someone that really important in my life.yup..really really important until my manage to marry her if there is no other obstacle.do i love fight?i rather jump of my window from 6 floors to let u all know how i feel bout quarrel..
suddenly something that not organize happened.it like mm..a stone.u think it hard until u make conclusion it can't be destroy easily.but thing change when a drop of water that repeated-ly drop on the stone, it make a hole.u want the stone always wet but u violence it without u knowing..sigh..what a bad quote..
ow i feel like trash.
ow i feel not sleepy at all.
ow i feel damn hurt.
ow i feel my future destroy.
ow i remember bout a promise. we are together now.n maybe we a leaving in peace.i know there is no future in us.let do this!
bang!it happen just now.no proof bout that conversation.i just my imaginary might be.i let u go.u let me go.i go.u go.go.go.go...*im better without u..
i know,it just a lie.it just my dream..im dreaming now..i really having a nightmare..save me guys..save me..i love u.i wanna marry u.i want kids from u either.im dreaming.dont wake me up until i make up with u again..huhuhu..
tears?where did it come from..what the hell in the world make u come out.no.im not that person.emotional with this moment..no.
u really leaving isn't u?am i that bad?yes.i surely bout it.badass!the moment with me is just a lot of fighting u will think about.if leaving me will make u cry,then just be it.let i pay back your tears.
may Allah bless your journey n make it save to u now.amin.
p/s: just wanted to tell u this,u push me away.i hope it only a dream.:(
n“I by my own self can do nothing, as I hear I judge, my judgment is just because I seek NOT MY OWN WILL BUT THE WILL OF THE FATHER who has sent me…” John 5:30
n“All power given to me in heaven and the earth…” Matt 28:18
n“..but on that day, that hour, no man, no angel, neither the son, but the Father…” Mark 13:32